Sometimes you just gotta admit that shit to yourself because it sure as hell isn't fooling anyone, least of all yourself, y'know? Try as we may, some of us seem destined to be the pebble in the shoe, the fly in the ointment, the fuck in the cluster fuck. Not out of any malicious intent or ulterior motive, there's nothing to gain from behaving as such, it is simply that we are, for better but usually for worse, incapable of being comfortable conducting ourselves in any other way. Some days it's a good day to lie, some days it's a good day to try. That is, try to be more, because we do. In vain perhaps, but doesn't that make the whole effort that much more meaningful? The battle goes ill deep down but fucked if us massive bastards and occasional gentlemen aren't gonna go down swinging.
I'm not the good guy, but god dammit I'm trying...and at best I'm getting pretty good at not being the bad guy. In the end, can any of us really ask for more than that? Probably. Very probably but that shit isn't too realistic now is it.
Keep it real, non-existent listeners.
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